Self Love comes to mind, leaning into my feels, Self expression to show love and tears to a group of people. To share how I love hard and in the end I just want to feel loved, with a quivering lip and tears flowing. To be Authentic and Free is sharing moments with not holding back on being judged, to be free to be how I show up.
Yes! as I am writing this, it is bit daunting that I could be judged / sappy/ weak but leaning into ones fears and doing it anyways takes a mindset into a pure freedom of self.
Like a friend of mine who on her bucket list is skydiving and bungee jumping. Now that is a perfect example of authenticity and freedom, I don’t think I am at that level yet but a good example of just going for it. Surrender on the way down. and freedom when you step into your fears.
What does it mean to share your day to day highs and lows with the world, triumphs, ah ha moments, quotes, breakthroughs, jokes, quirky sayings, frustrations, and what not. Call it an insight into a public journal or sorts. As I struggle with validation and accountability. I have the hardest time journaling and staying consistent. This is my way of having a journal. To share my thoughts on paper, how dark or light they could be.
I have nothing to hide, and not worried of being judged as I have been thru the depths of darkness that criticism doesn’t really apply to me. I may take this blog private as it is now public. Not really knowing how blogs work. The way I see it, I’m not forcing anyone to come to the page and we are all in free choice these days.
I find it nice to write a question and then go deep within, whether i have the answer or talk it out on paper. To go into the shadow of ones self, dig deep, and look at the answers. To go into ones shadow and look for the part where it originated from, usually in childhood. This is not a way to cast blame or have a poor me blog. I had a beautiful childhood and my parents did a great job. Just certain ways on how I grew up transferred to my adult life and now its my calling to sort them out. From time to time will post a question and dig deep to sort it out.
“I can’t heal another if I am not healed myself”
“healing is a process of Love and Surrender” and excited to be able to go on this path
You would see me in public and never know by talking to me, that I am going down a healing journey and self love, surrender and forgiveness. Meaning, my life is really pretty awesome now! I just want to make it even more stellar and figure out the meaning of LIFE!
Authentic and Free to be me 